That say that when your passing away, your life and
everything you accomplished during the trip flashes before your eyes. I’m not sure who it was who died and
came back to share that with us but I’ll take it for what its worth because
I’ve been told, that’s there story and they’re sticking to it and who am I to
refute it. I find it somewhat believable because even though I’m still on top
of the grass I find myself having little flashbacks from time to time and I
hope I’m not gearing up for something bigger and all of this ruminating is just
that-- reminiscing that old people do. I do hope this however. That before that
time comes, that somehow I will be able to edit this trip down memory lane
because I do think it’s a brief one and there are a lot of things yours truly
did in his life that he’s not really that proud of, so why bring that stuff
back up. No sense getting to the pearly gates with a bad taste in your mouth.
That is if the pearly gates are really where I’m heading but that’s a story for
another column.
I always remember a song, by that old, beloved gravely voice
singer Satchamo-- aka Louie Armstrong-- who sang, “It’s a wonderful world.” In
it Louie sings about all of the things he see’s that makes this world such a
wonderful world to live in. He
sees the trees of green, red roses, skies of blue and clouds of white. The
colors of the rainbow and friends walking by. Yes, friends shaking hands and saying, “I love you.” And
that my friend is the point I’m getting to. That all of those things we
witnessed and accomplished in this trip we call life, have little significance
when we think about the friends we have made and the people we have loved.
Today as I write this two of my friends are seriously ill
with cancer and both are in the fight of their lives’. It is for me another
poignant moment in my life, knowing the fight they are in. I am at a point in
my life where this happens a lot but it doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I
have said before that I have a wonderful memory and I feel blessed to have it.
I have found myself on occasion going back in time and thinking about all of
the friends I have had, the places I have been and the things I have
accomplished. Yes, you don’t need to be on the way out to take this trip
through life. But I’m having second thoughts about maybe editing this trip, as
I mentioned earlier as the right thing to do, for we need those wrongs for the
bad example if nothing else and the resolve to not do them again.
As for the future I think Robert Frost said it best, in his
poem, “Stopping by woods on a snowy evening” when he said,
“The woods are lovely dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.”
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